I was really happy these past days, I got to hang out with Bubblybear in facebook, we had so much fun I was so glad to chat with him and look at his smileys,, it's very relaxing being with him, I can't take my smile off my face its like sticked, I kept dreaming about him, it's like heaven,,........ but the heaven I felt vanished when the girl linked to him again suddenly showed up and I was forgotten again then another girl said that the girl linked to him was bubblybear's secret crush, she actually said that in front of my face, as usual I walked out removing his' hands from mine after seeing him SMILE, its very hard to accept, I think I'm badly hurt, a large sword torn my heart apart, the smile also vanished and was replaced with sorrow, my hair suddenly fell down to my eyes~ a hint that I am sad, I just feel like sleeping hoping that when I wake up I don't love him anymore but that didn't actually worked, I hate myself for loving him so much! now I am hurt I can't even breathe, ~anyway..nagsearch pa talaga ako kang mga zodiac signs para mahiling kung match man kami pero ..his zodiac sign was one of my "not destiny list" ouch..then I looked at the zodiac sign of the girl linked to him and bubblybear's zodiac sign was listed in "perfect match" ahhhhhH!!!!! i hate this!! I'm the loser AGAIN, it just made me feel that we are not really...meant for each other....*sigh* I give up.. the chinese book told me that ...i guess he's ..not really my destiny..I feel like crying but it won't do anything anyway,, I'll just waste my tears for nothing. *sigh* i don't know kung may part 4 pa ni,,,
mkulugon na kaya. (cguro may part 4 pa,,ABANGAN niyo nlng)
~anyway....after reading this,, obligado po kamong mag-like sa FB haha:D
habo kong mgpadaog kay POTOTEE!!
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