I don't believe this...is it just me or I just cried over a guy??,,I think its YES I just did,,there was something inside me that was triggered that made my tears fall over, the feeling was horrible! I hate it, I feel like stabbed at the back when I saw them.. I don't know what, when or HOW all I know is that..I was badly hurt,,I cried for two days because of him, he made me feel so alone, I didn't know what to do..."Why do I keep running from the truth?? all I ever think about is you? you got me hypnotized so mesmerized and I just want to know..." those are the lines I kept on thinking about, "do you ever think when you're all alone, all that we can be where this thing can go,,am I crazy or FALLING in LOVE?" but that lines made me wonder....is it real or JUST another CRUSH? I suddenly stopped crying...and I was like "what the hell am I doing?" he's not even my boyfriend...
At first I THOUGHT it was love but no,, it was just another crush.. that if I hadn't stopped myself,,could've continued more to love,,but I did not let that happen, because I know there is a right time and right place for me to love him. (To let myself move on...I stopped talking to him, I stopped hanging out with him....and I tried to stop loving him....)
Until that very day came,, I noticed that I can already look at him straight in the eyes, I'm not anymore conscious when he's around, I can now talk to him without trying to fix my face and lastly......I don't care who he goes out with,, I realized that I don't love him anymore ~actually I never loved him...it was JUST a simple crush.. ;))
BUT,, if one day he comes to me telling me that he loves me~~~~~~~~~ so much?? ..........I would tell him.............................................................................." sorry.....you're 25 MINUTES TOO LATE!!!!"
hahaha XD
this is the last part of my LOVESTORY xD
BTW
BubblyBear's identity is....................................................and will remain as a secret,, :D
tinatapos ko na ang lahat sa amin :'(
